liar

"how are you?"

i'm suffocating. 

"i'm good."

"are you okay?"

okay? what is okay? nothing is okay especially not me. i'm laughing hysterically as tears roll down my cheeks in pure distress. can't you see them? can't you?

"i'm fine."

"how's life been treating you?"

my world is slowly crumbling down around me and i'm trying to pick up the pieces and glue them back together. everything is falling apart and i no longer know how to fix it. please. help me. 

"good, thank you."

lie. lie. lie. 

you're lying. 

pathetic.